A year ago today my oldest grandchild was shot & killed.
It has been a very hard year on me trying to understand this senseless killing.
To top it off I have been trying to put up a brave front for my daughter, David's brother, sister and 2 sons.
That was a big mistake and it finally got the best of me.
David's death left a big void in my life as he lived with me and I loved him so much, as did everyone else.
Now when I think of David a smile comes to my heart before tears to my eyes.
I realized I needed help and that is where I have been. I thank everyone who wrote & emailed me showing their concern. It helped me through this so much. A big shout out goes to Linda & Johnty.
Please remember David in your prayers.
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26 comments:
Dear Sue,
I cannot begin to imagine the grief you have felt the past year. I have one child, a son, who has just had his first child, a daughter, and I could not begin to think what my life would be like without them. My heart goes out to you and I am glad you are letting others help you through this. It is hard always being the strong one, sometimes we just need someone to listen to us and give us a hug on a bad day.
Take Care,
Sue
I have been so worried about you. I was so happy when I saw that you had posted. I'm so sorry about your grandson. That was a terrible loss and he lived with you too. I'm so sorry. Your daughter has emailed me and let me know that you were having a hard time. I sure hope that you feel like blogging again. I'd missed you so much. You inspired me to start my own cooking blog.
Oh goodness... I'm so very sorry to hear of this. I haven't been a follower for long, but my heart really goes out to you!
Sue~ So many people wondering.Good to hear your ok. Grief is hard take comfort in your wonderful family.Keeping you in prayer!~Amy
I am so sorry you have had to go through this horrible ordeal. Losing a loved one is probably the hardest thing to go through. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
Oh dear Sue....I didn't know - and I am so very sorry for your incredible loss. I will be praying for peace, comfort and healing for you and your family...I doubt that there will ever be understanding, but I will pray that the smile in your heart always comes before the tears in your eyes. You have been truly missed - I, too, was worried about you. I'm glad to see you back....Big Hugs ~ Robin
I have missed you so much! I cannot imagine the pain you must have been consumed by. I do know grief has stages and you must pass through them all to reach acceptance. I am so very sorry that this had to happen to your grandson. Are you ready to let go and let GOD take care of you? He can help you find comfort in your memories, in your family and in your life. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and I have hope that you will find comfort and healing in your family and friends.
"Do not cry because it is over,
but smile because it happened."
Dr. Seuss
He was a wise man, that Dr. Seuss. I know that you have many happy memories to give you those smiles. Warmest blessings, my friend,
★Linda★
I can only imagine your grief loosing someone so tragically. My heart goes out to you while you work through this, time may ease the pain, but it never erases the memory.
Sue~
So glad you have sought out help. It is never easy to lose a loved one especially in such a terrible way. My heart goes out to you.
Hugs~Becky
My prayers and thoughts continue to go out to you Sue...I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through! Just remember, there are many many people that love you and care about you! Big hugs to you!!
Brenda
So sorry for your loss. May your fond memories bring you peace and joy. I have missed you and am so glad to see you back.
I am so sorry to hear what happened to your grandson. My heart goes out to you. I know it has got to be very hard on you and the entire family. Peace be with you.
I am so sorry for your loss and hard time with it...I was just thinking of you the other day and am glad to hear that you are back.
Comfort, Blessings and Peace to you!
patti
I'm remembering you in my prayers, Sue. A death like his is never understood...I'm sorry ~
hugs, pokey
Welcome back Sue!
So sorry to hear about your loss and the sadness you feel.
It's a long hard road to do it alone.
Thought & Prayers are being sent your way ~ may your heart mend quickly.
You have been missed.
Prim Blessings
Robin
Oh, Sue...
My heart aches for all of you. My prayers are with David, and all of you.
Love & Prayers,
~Linda
So sorry for you loss, what you and your family must have and is still going through. Many prayers for your healing and more smiles hopefully coming your way....hugs...Denise
An empty spot in your hear hurts. I am sorry for your loss. A year is hardly time to heal. -Steph-
oh..I just knew something was wrong..missed your posts so much and have been praying....I know how much pain such a terrible tragedy can bring...lost loved ones the same way years ago...give yourself time and healing...comfort in knowing that the righteous Judge who sees all, will make this right one day....hugs and love sent your way...
So sorry for your pain..prayers are here for you..
Blessings,
~Ronda
Hi Sue. Just checking on you. You are in my thoughts and hope you are well.
We've all missed you very much. I feel and believe that David is still with you in spirit. Although he understands the grief you must go through, he also wants his favorite grandma to be healthy and well. Big hugs! ~Carol
Oh my dear, how heartbreaking to lose a grandchild. I can't begin to understand what you've been through this past year and trying your best to be strong. No one could do this, just too hard. Sending up a prayer for David and a big hug for you.
Hi Sue. just checking on you. I hope you are doing OK. Miss you. Hope to see you back soon. Take care. Love.
The best thing you can do to honor his memory is to take care of yourself. I'm sure that throughout your journey of healing you'll feel his love towards you as you go through this process now. Thank you for all you blog posts, and please know that our prayers are with your whole family. I don't know you, but you've been a big inspiration and right NOW, the most inspiring thing you are doing is taking care of YOU, and frankly, I admire you for it. :) LOTS OF LOVE
I am still missing you, Sue.......
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